A few notes from the introductory session of the Cornerstone course
As a young teenager, I was browsing a book that was the transcript of an interview between the poet Archibald MacLeish and the scholar Mark Van Doren. Most of it was over my head, but I loved the dialogue format, in which you got to hear the personalities of both of these interesting men coming through loud and clear in their words. But what really arrested me was an off-hand comment by one of these men that when they were growing up, the characters in the Old Testament were made as real to him as any member of his family. Around the dinner table, they would talk about Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Joseph and the rest as vividly as if they were still with them at that day. And I thought, in reading this, “What a wonderful way to grow up! And what a source of strength and inspiration!”
Many years later, after an upbringing as a kid of two liberal Protestant parents, in a series of churches including a United Church of Canada assembly that I hatedand after my college years, in which I had no use for God at all, while my parents were being renewed in their own faith through the charismatic movementat the age of 22, after being pursued for years by the “hound of heaven,” I was brought to repentance and turned my life consciously over the One who is always Lord, whether we like it or not. And I began going to one of those modern, contemporary-looking charismatic churches whose sanctuaries look like a giant auditorium that someone decorated to look like a sterile suburban living room, complete with sea-foam green carpeting and rubber plants.
I loved that church. It was so spiritually alive. Yet through the years, I became more and more aware that we were “missing something.” Our little full gospel churchwe had gotten the “full gospel” that everyone else in the non-charismatic Christian world had somehow missedfelt shallow, no deeper than the words of our pastors and a few approved TV evangelists. There was no sense at all of the whole mystical, historical massiveness of a church that had been around for 2000 years. No sense of standing on the shoulders of giants like John Wesley, Martin Luther, Bernard of Clairvaux, and Ignatius of Antioch.
I didn’t have a clue who any of those people were. I just knew that I felt like I was part of a movement that was powerful, but in some senses a mile wide and an inch deep.
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Heb. 13:78: 7Remember your leaders, who spoke the word of God to you. Consider the outcome of their way of life and imitate their faith. 8Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.
Heb. 6:12: 12We do not want you to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised.
1 Cor. 4:1416: 14I am not writing this to shame you, but to warn you, as my dear children. 15Even though you have ten thousand guardians in Christ, you do not have many fathers, for in Christ Jesus I became your father through the gospel. 16Therefore I urge you to imitate me.
1 Thes. 1:67: 6You became imitators of us and of the Lord; in spite of severe suffering, you welcomed the message with the joy given by the Holy Spirit. 7And so you became a model to all the believers in Macedonia and Achaia.
I am willing to bet that we can all think of particular people whose testimony has changed us as Christians. Surveys show that by far the most usual influence that brought people to the point of conversion to Christianity is not evangelistic crusades, preachers, or books, but the extended witness of friends or family. And that much is supported by the verses we’ve just read. Paul is telling us that we need to watch and imitate other Christians around usespecially our leaders.
This said, the question arises: should those models include people from past generations? I have called this course an initiation into the “Dead Christians Society.” We are asking if and how a knowledge about long-dead Christians can help us be better disciples. Can they be models of discipleship for us?
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Here I think it is appropriate to start with the story of how one famous Christian was deeply and personally influenced by a Christian leader who had come before him. Most of you have heard the name of Augustine of Hippothe late 4th to early 5th-century theologian and Bishop who so deeply influenced Western theology and spirituality. Some of you have probably read his famous autobiography, the Confessions.
You may remember that Augustine, a born rhetorician who rose quickly in his field, led an unruly and intellectually prideful youth (unlike any teenagers we may know, of course), only avoiding complete self-destruction, he said in hindsight, by the prayers of his faithful Christian mother. For several years he followed the heretical teachings of the Manichaeans, but then he came under the deep influence of a bishop named Ambrose, who made the faith seem intellectually respectable to Augustine. Ambrose and a number of other Christian friends also pressed him directly his own sinful lifestyleespecially his problem with lust (before he was out of his teens he had had a child out of wedlock with a concubine).
As important as these contemporaries and friends of Augustine were to him, one of the most important witnesses in his life was not someone who lived in his own time, but a great and prominent Christian who had died two years after Augustine was bornthe original “Desert Father,” St. Antony of Egypt.
Let’s hear the story of this influence as told by Robert Payne, an accomplished modern scholar and novelist (excerpted from an article in Christian History issue 67 on Augustine, p. 16):
As Augustine tells the story, the day began ordinarily enough. He was staying in the villa with [his dear friend] Alypius and his mother. There came a visitor, an officer of the imperial household called Pontitian, an African and a Christian, who had arrived from Treves.
They sat down to talk, and suddenly Pontitian observed a book lying on the table, a table that had been marked out for a game of dominoes. Pontitian opened the book idly and was surprised to discover that it contained the epistles of Paul. Delighted, he spoke of his own conversion, of Antony and the anchorites of Egypt, then of the monasteries of Italy, and particularly of the monastery outside the walls of Milan where Ambrose sometimes officiated.
Pontitian praised the ascetic life and told the story of two of his friends who, upon reading The Life of St. Antony, determined to join a monastery. Some days later, the women to whom they were betrothed had also become Christians and were dedicated to virginity.
Augustine was more moved than he had ever been in his lifeespecially by the thought of young brides committing to chastity. It seemed to him at last that he was being compelled to confront himself, seeing himself foul, crooked, and defiled with the habit of lechery, and now there must be an end to it.
When Pontitian was gone, Augustine turned to Alypius. “What is the matter with us?” he exclaimed. “Yes, what is it? Didn’t you hear? Simple men take heaven by violence, but we, heartless and learned, see how we wallow in flesh and blood! Are we ashamed to follow because others have gone before, and not ashamed not even to follow?”
His mind was on fire. Alypius could hardly recognize him, so changed was his expression, and when Augustine threw himself out of the house, Alypius followed him closely, perhaps afraid he would harm himself.
Then we have the famous “garden experience.” Again, here is Payne’s telling of it:
Resting in the garden, Augustine found himself confronted again with the problem of the will. The old temptations returned, more cunning than ever, until he could bear the presence of Alypius no longer and flung himself weeping out of the garden, finding solitude under a remote fig tree. There he babbled like a child; “How long, how long? Tomorrow and tomorrow? Why not now? Why should there not be an end to my uncleanness now?”
Almost he expected to hear God summoning him out of the clouds, but the voice he heard came from an unknown child, chanting: “Tolle, lege” (“Take up and read”). For Augustine the words came like an angelic visitation.
No longer weeping, he rose to his feet and ran to the place where Alypius was sitting with the epistles of Paul beside him. Augustine opened the book, and his eyes fell on the verse from the Epistle to the Romans where Paul demands that the servant of Christ should renounce all voluptuous pleasures: “Let us live honorably, as in the day, not in reveling and drunkenness, not in debauchery and licentiousness, not in quarreling and jealousy. Instead, put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the flesh, to gratify its desires” (13:13-14).
He put his finger in the page, calm at last, and with Alypius beside him, he went into the house to tell the story to Monica. She was overjoyed, radiant with exultation, for the dream of her son converted had at last come true.
I have noticed that Protestants tend to remember, if anything, the part of the story where Augustine picks up the Bible and reads those words. But what really set Augustine’s heart on fire, what drove him out to that garden in the first place, frantic with shame and grief, desperate to find peace in God, was hearing the story of a man who had given up all his worldly goods to pursue Christ in the trackless waste of the desert, and who had grown so much in holiness and spiritual power that people traveled from hundreds of miles away just to exchange a few words with him. Just hearing about such a man as Antony, and about Antony’s influence on other people, pierced Augustine to the heart.
Of course, Augustine went on, after his conversion, to be influenced by other Christians, living and dead. And he himself went on to inspire the monastic order that over a thousand years later would train up another very influential Christianwithout whom there would be no ProtestantsMartin Luther.
In short, the influence of Christian leaders from long ago is everywhere in our church.
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Now I am aware that as Protestants, it can take us a while to warm to the idea of treasuring such “saints of the church” as gifts, and imitating them as models.
We might have some reservations, for example, about the attitudes towards “saints” held by people in the time of Francis of Assisi. After Francis died, the head of his order feared people would so desire to be close to this saint and revere him that they would steal his body. So he buried Francis’s coffin beneath the main altar in the Basilica of Saint Francisunder a slab of granite, gravel, ten welded bands of iron, a 190pound grill, and finally a 200pound rock. (The plan, by the way, worked: the coffin wasn’t discovered until the 19th century.)
Protestants have tended to see such unabashed reverence and imitation of other Christians as somehow weak and dangerouseven idolatrous, in that it seems like putting another mediator between ourselves and God, when we already have Christ. (As an aside, we might ask: Do we instead overemphasize our own pet approaches to the Bible in that mediating rolethe breaking of the Bible down into “principles” and “formulas,” “three steps to perfect discipleship,” or “the seven texts that prove we should do such-and-such”?) In any case, I do think we are right to be careful in loving and imitating prominent witnesses past and present: the danger still persists of raising people to a level approaching that of “incarnations” of Godwe see this in the history of the veneration of Mary.
However excessive we may feel the devotion to great Christian leaders has been in the past, however, maybe we can also feel that we are missing something of the reverence those people had for a life well-lived in Christ, and of their gratefulness for the very great gift of God that leaders who have lived exemplary, challenging lives have represented in the church.
Can we admit that there also seems to be a wisdom in this practice of paying close attention to the notable Christian witnesses who have gone before us?
As a Pentecostal preacher friend of mine used to say, we sometimes just need to see “Jesus with skin on.” We need to see the gospel lived out, by flawed human beings who triumph in grace, and become in some respects worthy of imitation, as the verses we read at the beginning of the class suggested.
Maybe this is part of what that many American Christians’ deep awareness of our need for Christian community means: that if we are to survive and thrive as Christians, we must lean on our brothers and sisters. Maybe we need to enlarge that community to include some of our spiritual mothers and fathers who have gone on before.
If it has been Roman Catholics who have courted the kind of idolatry of Christian witnesses that we have mentioned, it is also Roman Catholics who have been able to draw strength from a vibrant, living appropriation of the witness of prominent witnesses in the history of the church. To many Catholics, Augustine, Aquinas, Francis, Ignatius Loyolaall of these are in a real sense still alive! As a leading Franciscan scholar, who is also a Franciscan friar, has said: “I read about Christian values in the gospels, but in Francis I see someone living them out. That example both supports and inspires me. I want my life to be like his: totally centered on Christ.”
This seems a healthy way to approach church historywe are always totally centered on Christ, but we focus also on his witnesses, so that we can live that centering. That’s why the image I want us to keep in mind for this church is one of walking with Jesus, but finding out if it would help us to walk, in some ways, in the steps of these leaders.
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Finally, a couple of pointers on how to get the most out of our encounters with these people
[NOTE: these are borrowed from an adult Sunday School class I taught at Blacknall Memorial Presbyterian Church in Durham, North Carolinaa few years back. So the historical figures mentioned here are not the same as the ones we meet in this blog. But the principles are the same.]
Finding the points of contact
Let’s keep an eye out as we listen, read, and discuss, for ways in which these figures can speak to us and change us today. Taking Francis for examplethough he lived over 750 years ago, he demonstrated some qualities that can challenge and change us if we let them.
First, he was wholehearted; his commitment to God was utter and complete. Second, he took great joy in obedience; his whole character was marked by optimism and enthusiasm. Third, he was gentle and undemanding, preferring to operate by example rather than coercion. He did not even seek to prescribe a single way of discipleship to everyone. He forbade his friars from condemning those who did not live in voluntary poverty, recognizing that many were called to a different life. Instead, he had his friars live as an examplea prophetic witness to the world. He wanted people to see their dedication and say “These friars give themselves completely to God; they manage to live on so little! Maybe I don’t need so many things in order to survive!”
Seeing them warts and all
It is appropriate, though, to remember that these “heroes of the faith” were human, just like us, and by no means perfect. If they had been, they would have been better than any of the rascals God holds up as models in the Old Testamentincluding the people listed in Hebrews 11. A moment’s thought about David or Jacob is all we need to knock the shine off of those “saints.”
Just like those folks, the people we’ll be getting to know were sinful people who had been chosen by God, and who once in a while acted according to a strong drive to obey God and to live for him. Take Augustine for example. He was a brilliant theologian, a bishop who reined in schismatics and refined the teachings of the church, and an extraordinary autobiographer who set the pattern for all future Western autobiographies. But he was also a human being who struggled with common, run-of-the-mill weaknesses, including lust, vanity, a hot temper, and bouts with despair, and also harbored some terrible attitudes towards both sexuality and women, some of which got passed on to us in the Western church along with his more helpful legacies. Even Francis continued to repent, after his conversion, of pride and hypocrisy (although some of this may have been the guilt of a very tender conscience), and he was a dead loss as an administrator, eventually resigning as minister general of his own order.
Getting beyond their strangeness
Benefiting from these historic witnesses often requires that we “get beyond” strange aspects of their lives and modes of discipleship. For example, most of us would no doubt find Ignatius Loyola’s strong “Catholicism” strangewith his focus on what we can do, downplaying at some points what God does. Yet he was a man of his country, the extremely loyal and Catholic Spain. And although he does tend to emphasize the human side of salvation, this results in an extremely practical focus in his Spiritual Exercises, and a very down-to-earth awareness of human psychology that can be very helpful for those of us feeling “unconnected” or alienated from theology that seems not to be on our human level, not addressing our issues. Also, Ignatius approaches Scripture in a vividly imaginative way that comes from the extremely visual, physical piety that Francis, too, had practiceda piety of visions and levitations and miracles. If we can get beyond the strangeness of this, we may find it opens new doors for us in our reading and devotion.
Finally, some of us may find benefiting from these witnesses difficult for another reasonbecause they may seem too familiar. Here a good example might be Martin Luther. We might think that we have a pretty good handle on Lutherhe was the swashbuckling rebel who staked out the truth against the massive error and massive power of the evil Catholic church, and proclaimed “Here I Stand” against the very threat of persecution unto death.
But let’s not forget those aspects of who Luther was that make him a little “strange” to most Protestants today:
he was a life-long Catholic, in his formative period an Augustinian monk, operating out of what was by his time a thousand-year-old tradition, and drawing some of his key insights from Augustine himselfthe original teacher of grace;
he did not wish to create a new church, but to reform the existing one;
his attitudes towards political authority were very different from our own, as evidenced in his harsh letter denouncing the Peasant Rebellion in the most violent terms;
he was very “mystical” in his piety, and not at all systematic (that was left for Melanchthon); and
he thus inspired and passed on resources for a richly emotional approach to discipleship and the Christian life to the German “pietists”who in turn became in a real, genetic sense forebears of warm-hearted Methodists, holiness folk, Pentecostals, and charismatics.